Sometimes it's funny when you start to smile right after weeping

Tears of joy? Not really.

It's tears of gratitude I'd say

I'm thankful to live with what I have now

Even if I'm "far out of the sea" or "close in the summer daylight"

I'll learn what I don't know

I'll explore the impossible

I'll live in the moment

I want to appreciate every little bittersweet thing

Maybe this place is the right choice

As I've never laughed so much before

Nevertheless, I'm still the same

I still miss what's not here

Friends pass away:that's true

Memories don't

Well, I understand the impermanence of life

"We were best friends and we're not anymore"

"We were lovers and we're not anymore"

Yes, I understand clearly.

I wept but started to smile later on

When things don't go your way, just accept it

It's how you accept life

If you accept joy, you have to accept sorrow

If you pass this hurdle, you'll be wiser and stronger

Remember, the more you tremble, the less you crumble

"Away they have gone

to a far land

no longer to come again

never to hold my hand

all that now remains

are lovely unwashed memories

which are like footprints on sand"

HERE and NOW

Everything is different

It's funny when I try to think about it

My senses have changed

My perceptions

My goals

My instincts

My lovely friends

I don't have the same friends anymore

Friendships don't last but it's possible to last long

Depends on how much you value friendship

=)