Looking Up To Her

Her album, Fearless has won platinum. Not only because of her melodious songs but, her truely warm lyrics. Joe Jonas had shot her in her heart so this is what gets now; Self-success! She's been strong, independant , herself and a believer. Prince charming's on his way to her as she believes in true love and fairytales. Through her songs, I gained confidence by telling myself that she would've had similar thoughts, feelings and beliefs as mine. Most of her works are about boys including Joe who broke up with her unreasonably. It became the first source of healing for me. Plus, I look up to her a lot. Her attitude, energy and style are creative and inspiring. She's just like any other girl out there living her own dream. Indirectly, she might be playing a part of changing the world by inspiring girls who fall in love, go out of love, never been in love or have a broken love.

True healing;compiled by me

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you

You're gonna believe them

And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall

I've found time can heal almost anything

And you just might find who you're supposed to be

I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Was I out of line? Did I say something way too honest?

That made you run and hide like a scared little boy?

I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute

Now I'm not so sure

So here's to everything, coming down to nothing

Here's to silence that cuts me to the core

Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute

But I don't anymore

I'm sick and tired of your reasons

I've got no one to believe in

You asked me for my love then you push me around

Here's to you and your temper

Yes, I remember what you said last night

And I know that you see what you're doing to me

Tell me why

You don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before

You're not sorry

Looking so innocent I might believe you if I didn't know

Could've loved you all my life

If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you've got your share of secrets

And i'm tired of the last to know

And now you're asking me to listen

'Cause it's worked each time before

You used to shine so bright

But I watched all of it fade

Holding on and days drag on

Stupid girl, I should've known, I should've known

That I'm not your princess

This ain't a fairytale

I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,

Lead her up the stairwell

This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town

I was a dreamer before you went and let me down

Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to come around

'Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairtytale

I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well

This is a big world, that was a small town

There in my rearview mirror disappearing now

Now it's too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Baby I was naive, got lost in your eyes

And never really had a chance

When all you wanted is to be wanted

Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday

But I realized some bigger dreams of mine

But I didn't know it at fifteen.